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There are moments when stuff falls apart. It hurts. The crumbling of those moments, and the moments before them, cascades all at once.

We break apart to our base elements under these pressures...even when surrounded by the softest hug, there's still a chance everything will slip away.

What do you do when that happens? When the safest places aren't safe anymore, when you feel the sensation lulling you to apathy?

You close your eyes and think back on the best of times, and remember the joy of the moments that metered up to the now. And then, you recognize that somehow, something even stronger comes out of these collapsing elements, absorbed and reinforced and energized for a new day.


The parallels here are meant to be ironic. But I hope the one who reads them realizes the truth in them, and grows from it. I give this to you, for us both.


On a side note, I'd really appreciate someone who could talk to me right about now. Could use a friend or two, or three, or who knows how many.
  • Mood: Hurt
...See what I did there?

Hello everybody, it's been awhile. I could give you the usual rundown of "i've been busy" but there's more to my absence this time around. Y'see, i've been losing my inspiration for stories here on dA. It's not like i'm no longer a safe vore fan, but i've not felt inspired with any new stories in quite some time. At least, not the kind that show up on this site, usually.

On the contrary, i've never felt more excited about my own personal writing. So i've been focusing all my non school-related writing into that, drafting and editing of my first book. It's been slow going, I have to admit. But...it's something i'm really serious about. So I feel I should tell you all that i've got no clue how often i'll be updating in the coming months, since I want to write my own story. It's what captivates my heart; it always has, in a sense, been a part of my personality--but now it's taking over.

And that's an amazing feeling, lemmie tell ya.

Anywho, thanks for your support and don't forget that I love you all. OH! And it's Holy Weekend, so some of my favorite days of the year are happening right now. Everyone, spend a happy and hearty Easter together with the ones you love! f
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: The Thief by Third Day
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts Chain of Memories
So, who's up for trying to read my mind and doodle my Pumice and Scoria characters?
LIKE SERIOUSLY GUYS, I'm not usually one to jump straight into character creation but i've already got freakin' Gemsona characters in the works! And while I may be pushing the definition of "gem" a little bit, these minerals do occasionally grow crystals, so it totally counts (in my head at least.)
OH NO I'M FALLING IN LOVE WITH ANOTHER CARTOON SHOW.

I'm only 2 episodes in and I love Steven Universe. As in, skip over the character analysis phase and go straight to the "design your O.C." phase.
There are moments when stuff falls apart. It hurts. The crumbling of those moments, and the moments before them, cascades all at once.

We break apart to our base elements under these pressures...even when surrounded by the softest hug, there's still a chance everything will slip away.

What do you do when that happens? When the safest places aren't safe anymore, when you feel the sensation lulling you to apathy?

You close your eyes and think back on the best of times, and remember the joy of the moments that metered up to the now. And then, you recognize that somehow, something even stronger comes out of these collapsing elements, absorbed and reinforced and energized for a new day.


The parallels here are meant to be ironic. But I hope the one who reads them realizes the truth in them, and grows from it. I give this to you, for us both.


On a side note, I'd really appreciate someone who could talk to me right about now. Could use a friend or two, or three, or who knows how many.
  • Mood: Hurt

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Hello! My real name's Andrew, and I'm from Illinois in the United States. I'm an actor, singer, writer and gamer. I love all of those things, but there are two loves that go above them: my girlfriend and my Savior, Jesus Christ. I'll leave it to you guys to figure out which one of THOSE two comes first. :D

I wanna address something though, for newcomers and people who know me in real life too. I am in fact a fan of Vore, which is (in most cases but NOT mine) a fetish involving being consumed alive by another living being, for their satisfaction. But i'm trying to challenge that thinking with the story of my own life. This is how i put it:

"I'm a Christian. Up until a few months ago, when i realized these feelings i'd had my whole life meant that i was a voraphile, i believed it was impossible for a Christian to have a fetish. And in a sense, it is: vore doesn't turn me on. It fills me with this incredible feeling, a satisfaction at the contentedness of the predator and the warmth surrounding the prey. This is a connection unlike any other, a symbiosis based off of trust and love, and the desire for pred and prey to do something incredibly kind for each other.

To take the prey inside, hold them in the closest and warmest embrace in existence, a peaceful and soft and warm and squishy resting place ever-warmed by the beautiful beatings of the predator's heart. Prey gain this safety and security and tender care within their predator, and the one who took them in gains the satisfaction of keeping a life safe inside them, holding them close and keeping them safe and sound. And both thrive in the trust and caring wrought by the experience, and often times a contented rest...the predator pleased with their loving snack tucked away within, and the prey being rocked to sleep by a beloved belly and a metronome heartbeat. That's what vore is to me, love and safety and security."

So i hope you'll all look at Vore as something more than a gross quirk, and try to see the beauty of it. I still do; I see it as an innocent and loving bond of trust, despite being imagination. The feelings behind it ARE real, and the friends i've made from it are what matters.

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SonicFan1155 Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I hope you don't mind me linking you my new journal:
fav.me/d8tywwl

Just want to say thanks for playing a part in helping me finally writing this.
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thestudyofwambo Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the :+fav:
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Azon-Corazanna Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2015   General Artist
Im sorry if i only fave your stories amd dont comment on them, im not very good with words and sometimes end up repeating myself but just to let you know i do enjoy your stories, which is why i fave them, so at least that way you know i enjoyed it but couldn't find the right words to compliment your work

Also if you ask me you will always be one of my favorite writers on DA.

Keep up the good work and be sure to keep Miss Dragonair well fed.
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gamerman09 Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
This is kinda cheap, but I would like top say that I put my first art piece out and would love it if anyone checked it out!
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Novacom Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
...Dude are you trying to advertise yourself on my page? :o

Lol it's not even that popular. If you want me to check out your stuff just P.M. me, don't try to turn my page--or any sole dA user's page, for that matter--into your platform. I mean, join a group or something and post this there.
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gamerman09 Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
To be honest, have no idea what I'm doing....
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karcoalga Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2015
Thankies for the fav! ;>
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Novacom Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome!
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lucariocatcher Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2015  Student Writer
Um... Do you do RPs often?
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Novacom Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Rarely, and only with really close friends.
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